I feel like something's happened, no movement in my life,
its like I'm stuck in neutral, my dreams are out of sight--Guppie and
Flounder
"the time is passing so slowly now, guess that's my life without you"
today was actually a good day..it rained again..i love the rain...i've always wanted to kiss a guy in the rain..that's like a goal of mine before i die....*cough*...yeah....ja gave me a taco...god that sounds wrong...i actually had lunch today...the second time in um...three weeks... :)
"you can call me hopeless..cause i'm hopelessly in love"
i don't think i've been this happy in a while...i'm talking like at least a year...i wasn't this happy when i was with stephen...i look back at that and realize it was just....stupid....we saw each other like two times a month....and each time, he'd always want to do something....there were times when i just did stuff to keep him happy..i know that's totally wrong...but..yeah...i did..i was young and stupid..i know better now...i'm not going to do what i did in that relationship to any of my future relationships.....i was stupid.....grrr...i don't want any one of them to turn out like that one..i won't let it ....
"can't believe that you've happened to me"
i'm still scared of the whole first move thing...like today...i wanted to like...hold the hand...(does that sound weird..or is it just me?) and i had it in me..i was like right there.....but....i didn't want to make him uncomfortable....or anything...ya know...i hate making people uncomfortable....cause then they don't talk to me anymore...and begins the cycle......that bothers me....ok..why is bobby talking to me about chick's body parts.....it's confusing the hell out of me...he says the most important body part on a chick is ass...i said hands.. (don't be thinking dirty now..).... hehe
xconxmuchoxamorx
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